Welcome to Saint Herman's, Hudson, Ohio

This blog is a partial compilation of the messages, texts, readings, and prayers from our small community. We pray that it will be used by our own people, to their edification. And if you happen by and are inclined to read, give the glory to God!

The blog title, "Will He Find Faith on the Earth?" is from Luke 18:8, the "Parable of the Persistent Widow." It overlays the icon of the Last Judgment, an historical event detailed in Matthew Chapter 25, for which we wait as we pray in the Nicean Creed.

We serve the Holy Orthodox cycle of services in contemporary English. Under the omophorion of His Eminence Metropolitan Joseph of the Bulgarian Patriarchal Diocese of the USA, Canada and Australia, we worship at 5107 Darrow Road in Hudson, Ohio (44236). If you are in the area, please join us for worship!

Regular services include:
Sunday Divine Liturgy 10AM (Sept 1 - May 31)
930AM (June 1 - Aug 31)
Vespers each Saturday 6PM

We pray that you might join us for as many of these services as possible! We are open, and we welcome inside the Church all visitors. See our Parish web page:

Tuesday, June 22, 2021

Pentecost

 From "Thoughts for Each Day of the Year," St. Theophan the Recluse, Sunday of Holy Pentecost.

The economy of our salvation has been accomplished!  The operations of all the Persons of the Most Holy Trinity have henceforth come into effect to accomplish it.  That which God the Father willed, the Son of God has fulfilled in Himself, and the Holy Spirit has now descended in order to impart it to the faithful.  For our salvation is according to the foreknowledge of God the Father, through sanctification of the Spirit, unto obedience and sprinkling of the Blood of Jesus Christ (1Pet 1:2).  For this reason we are baptized in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, obliged to observe all things whatsoever He has commanded us (Mat 28:19-20).  Those who do not confess the Most Holy Trinity cannot participate in the saving action of Its Persons and thus receive salvation.  Glory to the Father adn to the Son and to the Holy Spirit, the Trinity one in essence and undivided, Who grants us to confess It!  O Father Almighty and Word and Spirit, one Nature united in three Persons, transcendent and most Divine!  Into You have we been baptized, and You shall we bless throughout all ages!

Prayer

 


Wednesday, June 16, 2021

Wednesday Before Pentecost

 From the book, 'Thoughts for Each Day of the Year,' St. Theophan the Recluse, Wednesday of the week before Pentecost.

The Lord said to the Holy Apostles before His sufferings: A little while, and you shall not see Me: and again, a little while, and you shall see Me. (John 16:16)  

The Lord's sufferings and death so struck the Holy Apostles that the eyes of their minds became dim, and they no longer saw the Lord as the Lord.  The light was hidden, and they sat in a bitter and wearisome darkness.  The light of Christ's Resurrection dispersed this darkness, and they again saw the Lord.

The Lord Himself explained His words thus: You shall weep, He said, and lament, but the world shall rejoice; and you shall be sorrowful, but your sorrow shall be turned into joy. (John 16:20)

It is said that every soul experiences a similar defeat on the way to perfection.  Universal darkness covers it, and it does not know where to go; but the Lord comes, and changes its sorrow into joy.  This is truly as necessary as it is for a woman to suffer before a child is born of her into the world.  Can we not conclude from this that he who has not experienced this has not yet given birth to a real Christian within himself?

Friday, June 11, 2021

Ascension

 Our Lord’s Ascension is an absolutely essential component of His total dispensation in working our salvation.  The Incarnation (His Nativity), even His Resurrection are not “complete” without and until our Lord returns “to the place where He was before.” (hymnology of the Feast from Vespers)

The Holy Fathers write about this day and relate exactly these ideas as they teach that the angelic powers were amazed at the Lord’s Nativity in seeing God become man, but on this day those same powers are again amazed at seeing a Man return to heaven as God.

Within that hymnology we hear amazing words.  “The Father receives into His bosom He Who is eternally with Him.”  It continues with concepts difficult for us to comprehend.  “O Lord, Who humbled Yourself for the sake of mankind, and ascended to the place from which You could not be parted, send down the Most Holy Spirit to illumine our souls!”  Finally these words:  “It is not possible to separate You from the bosom of the Father, O Lord, yet You walked with us as a man.  Today You ascended in glory from the Mount of Olives, and in Your compassion raised fallen mankind, seating it with the Father.  The bodiless hosts were overcome with awe.  Trembling, they glorified Your love for mankind.  With them we on earth glorify Your condescension to us, and Your ascension from us.”

In the Old Testament readings for the Feast is the Prophecy of Zechariah, which also needs to be studied and embraced by us:

“Behold, the day of the Lord is coming, and your spoil will be divided in your midst.  And in that day His feet will stand on the Mount of Olives, which faces Jerusalem on the east.  And the Mount of Olives will be split in two, from east to west, making a very large valley; half of the mountain shall move toward the north and half of it toward the south.  And in that day it shall be that living waters shall flow from Jerusalem, half of them toward the eastern sea and half of them toward the western sea; in both summer and winter it shall occur.  And the Lord shall be King over all the earth….”

This is a prophecy of the Lord’s return.  We heard of this, too, in the Epistle for the day, which taught us from the mouths of the angels present at His Ascension:

“Men of Galilee, why do you stand looking into heaven?  This Jesus, Who was taken up from you into heaven, will come in the same way as you saw Him go into heaven. In short, the Lord’s return will be to that same spot from which He left on this Feast!

An interesting side note for those who say that Scripture cannot be taken as truth nor as historically accurate.

Years ago (in 1964), the Sheraton Hotel Corporation was researching a potential site for a hotel near the Mount of Olives.  They needed to do an environmental impact study to enable construction to begin.  When the study was done, they found a major fault running through the Mount of Olives, and had to stop their plans for a hotel at the site.

 Christ is Ascended!  In Glory!!!!

Tuesday, June 1, 2021

Before Abraham Was, I AM

John 8:51-59, Monday of Blindman Week

Christ is Risen!

There are several times in the Gospel of St. John (eight in total) where our Lord uses the expression, "I am..."  These include:

1) I am the bread of life (John 6:35, 41, 48, 51)

2) I am the light of the world (John 8:12)

3) I am the door of the sheep (John 10:7, 9)

4) I am the resurrection and the life (John 11:25)

5) I am the good shepherd (John 10:11, 14)

6) I am the way, the truth, and the life (John 14:6)

7) I am the true vine (John 15:1, 5)

The expressions are our Lord's gift to us to show us His importance in our lives.  From the top down, He sustains our lives, a function we ascribe to food, but He extends this beyond just food to include our spiritual lives (1).  He illumines those lost in darkness, He is their guide to safe haven (2).  As a shepherd guards a flock of sheep, He protects us, members of His Bride, the Church, from evil - to the extent that we seek His protection! (3, 5)  He promises us that death in this world is not the end, but the beginning, for we will be gifted resurrection and life eternal if we are faithful servants (4).  He defines that which is good and that which is evil (truth), leading us to the knowledge of God (the Source of all life) (6).  When we choose to 'graft' ourselves to the Vine that He defines here, we become wedded to the life of the Vine, we are gifted its properties (7).  

But we said that there are eight in total.  We've left one off the above list because the eighth instance is more powerful and unique than any of the first seven.

8) Most assuredly I say to you, before Abraham was, I AM (John 8:58)

Why is this one so different and so powerful?  Inside of the first seven instances, the expression that our Lord uses for I am is ἐγώ εἰμί, a combination of pronoun and verb.  In the expression of John 8:58, the Greek still text still presents these same words, but it is clear from the emphasis placed on the words by St. John the Evangelist that our Lord's use refers back in Scripture to Exodus 3:14, where Moses is speaking with God, who is sending him to free the Jews from the Egyptians.  There Moses says to God, "When I come to the children of Israel and say to them, 'The God of your fathers has sent me to you,' they will say to me, 'What is His name?'  What shall I say to them?", to which God replies, "Thus you shall say to the children of Israel - 'I AM has sent me to you." (Ex 3:13-14)  Our Lord's use of "I AM" in John 8:58 focuses His adversaries on His invoking the Name God gave to Moses for Himself!

St. John records that this so angered the Jews that "they took up stones to throw at Him, but Jesus hid Himself and went out of the temple, going through the midst of them, and so passed by." (John 8:59)

This verse of scripture details a judgment on the children of Israel.  How so?  In their rejection (and indeed judgmentalism and anger), God the Son "leaves the temple."  Any grace that God had allowed to be present to bless the activities within the temple prior to that moment were removed.  The eternal I AM is rejected by God's "chosen people," who abdicate their chosenness to those who do and will (for all eternity) choose to graft themselves to the True Vine Who is Christ!  St. Theophan the Recluse says this about this portion of Scripture:

The Jews became angry with the Lord because of His accusation, and picked up stones 'to cast at Him'.  But the Lord went 'through the midst of them, and so passed by'.  They did nothing to the Lord, but they destroyed themselves, for the consequence of their unbelief was the terrible sentence of the Lord: 'Behold, your house is left unto you desolate' (Mat 23:38), and also, 'Let us go hence' (John 14:31).  And the Lord passed to another place and chose other peoples for His habitation, instead of the beloved Israel.

Indeed, this concept is amplified when one considers the implications of the "veil of the temple" being rent in two from top to bottom when our Lord died on the Cross (Mark 15:38).  The significance of the rending of the veil is that the place which had been "the Holy of Holies," a place so rich in sanctity that only the high priest was allowed to enter it, and then only once each year, was destroyed, removed.  Access to the holiest place on earth was open to all.  

Prior to this day's leaving the temple, one of the final measures of grace alloted to this Holy Place was that which occurred at the Presentation of the Theotokos, when St. Zacharias, inspired by the Holy Spirit, takes the three-year-old child Mary into the Holy of Holies.  Tradition (small "t") holds that the Theotokos is the one who wove the temple veil during her time in the temple, before her betrothal to Joseph.

The temple existed for another roughly 30 years after the above encounter between the Lord and the Pharisees, before it was destroyed by the Romans in 70AD.  For nearly 2000 years now there has been no temple worship in Jerusalem.

St. Theophan ends his above teaching with these words.  Even now, insignificant people, in the self-delusion of a proud mind which does not contain the truth of Christ, take up stones of opposition to the Lord and cast them at Him.  They do not harm Him, because He is the Lord, and His truth is the immutable truth; they only destroy themselves.  The Lord goes by, leaving such people in their own vain wisdom, which spins them around the way a whirlwind spins loose specks of dust.  But when an entire nation is carried away with false wisdom, then the entire nation is left to its fate, as was the case with the Jews.  Understand, O ye nations, and submit yourselves to the Lord!

We live in a nation that has moved toward rejection of faith, rejection of belief in the Lord.  If we are to avoid the judgment seen in Israel, we need to heed St. Theophan's warning, submitting ourselves to the Lord.  So let us not be complacent in our faith, for such is the means by which the Pharisees lost their own faith, supplanted by trust in self over trust in God!  Our Lord promised, "the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it (My Church)." (Mat 16:18)  In order for this prophecy to be fulfilled, our Lord requires faith from us who call ourselves by His Name.  Let us keep before us remembrance of our Lord's warning: "When the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?" (Luke 18:8)  This is a wakeup call to today's Church, my brothers and sisters in Christ!  "If you do not wake up, I will come like a thief, and you will not know at what hour I will come to you." (Rev 3:3)

Indeed He is Risen!

Sunday of the Samaritan Woman

(John 4:5-42) 

It’s human nature to believe in ourselves, our capabilities, our ability to control situations, and even (often to our peril) the merits of our thoughts and opinions (see our parish blog site for 21May’s offering on this topic).  In short, we’re confident people in general, sometimes too much so for our own good. 

Our Lord’s words to the Samaritan woman today ring out with this concept.  “If you knew the gift of God, and Who it is that says to you….” (John 4:10)

“If only you knew….”  How many times in our lives would that set of words ring true such that it would change the outcome of events in our lives?

We’ve all see politicians in our world saying things caught on video and audio that they would not have wanted to become public, but they didn’t know that the microphone was “live”.  If they only knew….

We’ve had situations in our own lives that are similar.  I can remember making a snap decision to buy a used car—because the family NEEDED one, only to find out that the car had significant maintenance issues that were hidden when we test drove it.  Had I only known….

St. Photini (she IS the Samaritan woman) only recognized a Jewish Teacher standing at the well.  Her eyes told her this, and this alone.  Her knowledge of the relationship between Jews and Samaritans told her to get her water and to be on her way, to not even acknowledge the Man before her.

If she only knew that He would be the one to speak first.

“Give Me a drink.”  As we’ve discussed over the past several weeks, our Lord is at the appointed places at the right times.  He knows St. Photini will be here at high noon—a time inconsistent with other women who come to draw water, for she is “different” from the other women in Sychar by virtue of her ‘profession.’  She comes when others won’t be there.

Isn’t it fascinating that our Lord chooses to be there, at this very moment, when He could speak with her without ears of locals judging her, or even His Apostles (who were off getting food) from either judging or interrupting His moving this woman from sin to virtue, from fallenness to evangelist, from sinner to saint.

What does it take for our Lord, the Healer of both soul and body, to heal THIS soul?  One simple request—”Go call your husband and come here.”  When He makes the request, He knows where it will lead.  It takes St. Photini to that place of true and full repentance by virtue of His knowing her sin, but not accusing and rather forgiving her!

It is THIS act that leads her to go and find whom?  Not the women of the community.  They still shun her.  Rather, she goes to the men, those whom she has come to know, and she speaks boldly and evangelically.  “Could this be the Christ?”  The men believed her.  The women would have ignored, shunned, and ridiculed her.  The men heard her testimony and based on it went to hear the Lord for themselves.

What did St. Photini expect would be in her day as she arose?  If she only knew…

What will it be like to live eternally with the Lord?  If we only knew….

Christ is Risen!

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Even Among the Disciples - Confusion, Division

Christ is Risen!

In the Gospel reading for the Monday of the week of the Samaritan Woman (John 6:56-69), we find the Lord's disciples (some of them) being scandalized by His teaching.  What is this teaching that is so divisive?

He who eats My flesh and drinks My blood abides in Me, and I in him. As the living Father sent Me, and I live because of the Father, so he who feeds on Me will live because of Me. This is the bread which came down from heaven—not as your fathers ate the manna, and are dead. He who eats this bread will live forever.”

The Lord's words prefigure the Eucharist.  The Holy Church has fed on our Lord's Body and Blood for 2000 years, and It continues to nourish the faithful, and will continue to do so until the Lord's return.

His promise to those around Him (and through them, to us) is that if we are partakers of His Body and Blood, we become partakers of eternal life.

St. John records, "Many of His disciples, when they heard this, said, 'This is a hard saying; who can understand it?'  Our Lord, knowing all things, said to these same disciples,

Does this offend you? What then if you should see the Son of Man ascend where He was before? It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing. The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life. But there are some of you who do not believe.

Ponder our Lord's words!  The Spirit gives life!  The flesh profits nothing!!  The Lord's words are Spirit and life!!!

READING, STUDYING, LEARNING SCRIPTURE IS OUR LIFE!!!

St. John Chrysostom teaches, "The Holy Spritures were not given to us that we should enclose them in books, but that we should engrave them upon our hearts."  We are to clothe our hearts with the Word of God.  We are to carry with us the Words of life, for embracing those words, and living according to their instruction, is the path to eternal life.

St. John says about the unbelieving disciples above, "From that time many if His disciples went back and walked with Him no more."  Unbelief leads to separation from God!

Jesus then asks His twelve,  Do you also want to go away?

It is St. Peter who speaks for the group.  "Lord, to whom shall we go?  You have the words of eternal life.  Also we have come to believe and know that You are the Christ, the Son of the living God."

A critical piece of the above - We BELIEVE and we KNOW.

Let us, like the Apostles, believe and know.  For like them, we have seen, we are witnesses of our Lord's compassion, His mercy, His suffering, death and resurrection, and we have received the Heavenly Spirit confirming and fulfilling our faith.

Indeed, He is Risen!


Monday, May 24, 2021

Sunday of the Paralytic

 John 5:1-15

Water is an important part of our journey to eternal life in the Kingdom of Heaven.

From the moment of conception, water plays an important role in our growth and protection.  We are “viable” because we live within the water of a mother’s womb that feeds and sustains us.  We “are” water!  About 60% of an adult human body is water.  Organs are typically over 80%, but even your bones are more than 30% water!

In today’s Gospel, the Paralytic comes to the Sheep’s Pool of Bethesda as he had done now for many years, coming in faith and hope that he might receive his miracle—healing from the healing waters of the pool. 

Blessed Theophylact writes about this account, teaching that the waters are a “type” of the waters of baptism.  He says that the Lord uses these waters “to guide the Jews from the beginning towards faith in Christ” through this miracle.

The Lord had already given them water for cleansing of conditions in the Law of Moses, such as the stain of touching a corpse or a leper.  Here at Bethesda, the Lord amplifies His blessing, not by providing a permanent source of healing, but only one that came at the time when “the angel would come and trouble the water.”  Here, the word ‘trouble’ means to ‘stir’ or ‘agitate’ the otherwise calmer waters.  It was via this blessing that the healings were effected.

It is not the nature of  water by itself to heal, otherwise it would always heal.  It was through the acting of the angel that the miracle was accomplished.

And so it is with us in Baptism, where we begin with simple water, but which through fervent prayer to God it receives the grace of the Holy Spirit to effect a spiritual change in those who immerse themselves therein.  The waters of baptism heal spiritual blindness, enable the spiritually lame to walk in God’s path, and the spiritually dead to be raised up to the hope of eternal life.  Bethesda’s pool healed one.  In the waters of baptism, even if the whole world would approach at once, its grace and healing ability would not diminish.

As Jesus approaches the Paralytic, He asks a simple but somewhat incongruous question.  “Do you want to be made well?”  Who in a state of paralysis could answer such a question with, “No!”? 

And yet, this is a reflection of the world around us.  Our world is paralyzed with fear, anger, judgmentalism, hatred, oppression, self-centeredness.  The Church is here every day asking all, “Do you want to be made well?”  And you all know the response.  Most typically, it is a resounding, “NO!”  We judge those around us in ways that promote division.  But we judge ourselves in ways that elevate us above our neighbors.  We want to be masters, not servants.  And we're comfortable with that state of affairs.  Too often, we do not WANT to be healed of our divisivness.

Our Lord’s words to the Paralytic after finding him in the Temple are words we use at every confession here at St. Herman’s.  As the Lord healed the Paralytic and thereby forgave him his sins, we offer the Prayer of Absolution to the same end.  Jesus ends His encounter with the Paralytic saying, “Go and sin no more,” the same words we use to end the Absolution.

May each of us find within us His “living water”, promised to St. Photini at Jacob’s well (in next week’s Gospel….), so that we might change our hearts to truly become servants, not just of our Lord, but servants of those whom He instructed us are “the least of His brethren.”

 Christ is Risen!

 

Friday, May 21, 2021

The Target of Opinions

Christ is Risen!

Opinion:  noun    A view or judgment formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge;  the beliefs or views of a large number or majority of people about a particular thing;  and estimation of the quality or worth of someone or something.

When I was much younger, I had a plaque on my engineering office wall that showed the picture of a crotchety old man, fist waving in the air, and the caption said, "Everyone is entitled to my opinion!"

In the world around us today, we are bombarded I think more than ever with "opinion" - as opposed to fact or knowledge.  News (regardless of which political side presents it as news) is more opinion than fact.  Were it not so, there would not (and could not) be such polarization of the news reported.  

Unfortunately the "opinions" don't stop there.  Because we then, as "informed people," take the opinions broadcast to us, and we adopt them as our own, defending opinion as if it were in fact either knowledge or fact.

But what attitude toward opinion is proper today for this much older engineer-now-priest, who today appears in the mirror as that crotchety old man?  

If humility means anything in my own world, it must come to mean that no one should CARE about my opinion, and in fact, I should keep my opinions to myself.  For if I cannot speak from a basis of fact (meaning truth) or knowledge (meaning wisdom), then there is no purpose to my speaking.

Blessed Theophylact wrote "The Lord does not forbid us to desire to become His favorites, for He wants us to desire advancement in spiritual life.  But He does not want us to grasp for honors and privileges, but rather to acquire the heights by humility." (Commentary on Mark 9:33-41)

But even more importantly we learn from the words of our Lord directly.  "Let your 'Yes' be 'Yes', and your 'No' be 'No'." (Mat 5:37)  But the closing words from this passage are yet more important to this discussion - "For whatever is more than these is from the evil one."

One final thought before closing.  Looking back on a life spent too much in elevating self at the expense of the neighbor whom I'm called to love AS myself, I can now judge that crotchety old man, repent for his errors (as I have, and as I continue to do in my own repentance), and attempt finally to tame my own tongue and ego.  For "Even a fool who keeps silent is considered wise; when he closes his lips, he is deemed intelligent." (Prov 17:28)

Indeed, the only "proper" target for my own opinions is my own sinful nature, so that I might repent and confess in sincerity.

Indeed He is Risen!

21May21/FrB


Monday, April 12, 2021

The Ladder

Sunday of St. John Climacus (2021)

Heb 6:13-20/Mark 9:17-31

Being the Sunday on which we remember Saint John Climacus, it seemed good for us to spend a little time, not on ‘who’ he is, but rather on what he has left for us and the Church as his legacy, his gift to us for our spiritual growth in Christ.

His great work, the Ladder of Divine Ascent, is read in every Orthodox monastery each year during the Great Fast.  For those who have not visited a monastery, when meals are served, the abbot or abbess of the monastery will select a monk or nun from the group who stands and reads spiritually beneficial material while the group sits quietly and eats.  It is during this time that “The Ladder” would be read.

I brought an icon which is used on this day.  It depicts a group of monks all trying to climb from earth to heaven, with Christ at the top, reaching out to accept those who complete the climb, angels who are encouraging those on the ladder during their ascent, demons flying about with arrows and hooks pulling the monks from the ladder, and typically there is a dragon with wide open jaws at the bottom swallowing those who fall.  It is simultaneously an awe inspiring and fearful image to contemplate, for it shows what we endure in our lives as we also attempt to rise to that level to which our Lord calls us.

Although we are given this image of a ladder, and to us that means moving from one level to another after some struggle to climb, in fact the Ladder of Saint John is more a set of parallel rungs.  It’s not so much that you ever completely rise above one of the elements of the ladder.  Rather, we are continually trying to perfect our spirits in all of these areas.

The “rungs” of the Ladder are comprised of virtues we need to labor to acquire, of faults we need to labor to purge, and of characteristics we need to labor to adopt.  There are thirty such elements to the ladder.  Let’s take a look at them.

It begins with three ‘rungs’ which are designed to force us to break our connection with the world.  Specifically, they are “Renunciation,” “Detachment,” and “Exile”.  Renunciation does not indicate us rejecting the gift of life God has given us.  Rather, it means renouncing the world’s control over us.  One typical encouragement from Saint John along these lines includes this:  “If you aspire to perfection, then do what good you can.  Speak evil of no one.  Rob no one.  Tell no lie.  Hate no one.  Do not separate yourself from the church.  Show compassion to the needy.  Do not scandalize.  Do not consider adulterous acts.  If you do all this, you will not be far from the kingdom of heaven.”  Detachment is an encouragement to divorce ourselves from the things of the world, possessions, comfort.  Saint John’s focus here is on our Lord’s commandment to “let the dead bury their own dead.” (Mat 8:22)  He teaches that if we remain attached to anything, we will suffer great griefs, for if we lose that to which we remain attached, then suffering begins.  Attach yourself to Christ, for He cannot be lost, and then there can be no grief!  Exile is the carrying of this breaking of connection with the world to our own hearts.  Saint John describes exile as “a disciplined heart, unheralded wisdom, a hidden life spent in unseen meditation, striving to be humble, wishing for poverty, longing for the divine.” 

After breaking with the world, the next set of concerns moves to practicing the virtues.  This includes a group of “fundamental virtues” – and bring us to the rungs, “Obedience,” “Penitence,” “Remembrance of Death,” and “Mourning” or sorrow.

Acquiring “Obedience” is easy to understand.  But Saint John carries it to places we may not immediately consider.  He teaches, “Obedience is a total renunciation of our own life,” indicating that we are servants, and as such, we belong to Him whom we serve.  He teaches, “A servant of the Lord stands bodily before men, but mentally he is knocking at the gates of heaven with prayer.”  Saint John defines “Repentance” as “the renewal of baptism, a contract with God for a fresh start in life.”  And it is through the “Remembrance of Death” that repentance is given life.  Saint John teaches, “As thought comes before speech, so the remembrance of death and of sin comes before weeping and mourning.”  He ends the chapter with these words:  “Do not deceive yourself, foolish worker, into thinking that one time can make up for another.  The day is not long enough to allow you to repay in full its debt to the Lord.  Some have said that you cannot pass a day devoutly unless you think of it as your last.”  On “Mourning” Saint John teaches, “It is a golden spur within a soul that has been stripped of all bonds and ties, set by holy sorrow to keep watch over the heart.”  He tells us that true mourning brings holy tears, and “If God in His love for us had not given us tears, those being saved would be few indeed and hard to find.” 

After highlighting these fundamental virtues, Saint John moves to struggles against the passions.  He begins with those which are not physical in nature:  “Anger”, “Malice”, “Slander”, “Talkativeness,” “Falsehood,” and “Despondency.”  He teaches that “the first step to freedom from anger is to keep the lips silent when the heart is stirred, the thoughts silent when the soul is upset, and to remain calm when unclean winds blow.”  With respect to conquering malice, he teaches, “Let your malice and spite be turned against the devils.  Treat your body as an enemy, for the flesh is an ungrateful and treacherous friend.  The more you look after it, the more it hurts you.”  He defines slander as “the child of hatred and the remembrance of wrongs.”  To overcome this, he encourages us to “blame not the person who falls, but the prompting demon.  No one wants to sin against God, even though we all do without being compelled.”  He tells us that “Talkativeness is a doorway to slander,… a servant of lies, … the darkening of prayer.”  On falsehood he tells us, “A baby does not know how to lie, nor does a soul cleansed of evil.”  On despondency Saint John teaches that “Virtues can be acquired to overcome the passions.  But despondency is a kind of total death.” 

From these passions, Saint John moves to those which are tied to us physically, “Gluttony,” “Lust”, “Avarice,” and “Poverty,” before he returns to the non-physical passions of “Insensitivity,” “Fear,” “Vainglory (or vanity),” and “Pride.” 

Having defined ways to overcome the passions, Saint John moves to the virtues as he teaches us to cultivate “Simplicity,” “Humility,” and “Discernment.”  Finally, he brings us to a point of seeking unity with God, moving us toward what the Church calls “the contemplative life,” by teaching us to achieve “Stillness,” to remain in “Prayer,” to live in “Dispassion,” and to manifest “Love.”

Thirty of these “rungs” which lead to union with God.  And we’ve only offered Saint John’s words almost in passing for the first half of them, “glossing over” the final half by description only.

What’s the point?  The point for us is that achieving our goal of becoming truly a disciple of Christ, of living up to the name Christian, of truly being His servant is not something that happens instantaneously and mystically when we receive baptism.  Baptism and Chrismation are an “entry point” into a life of effort, a life of struggle.  In Matthew 11, Jesus is rebuking the crowds following Him, asking them what they thought they were going to Saint John the Forerunner to witness.  He says to them, “From the days of John the Baptist until now the kingdom of heaven suffers violence, and the violent take it by force.”  These are difficult words for us to understand, but the Fathers teach us that one meaning is that the kingdom of heaven breaks into this world violently, through powerful miracles, and those who are vigilant and filled with the Spirit aggressively take hold of it.  Those who hear and love the Word of God “take the kingdom by force” by exerting all effort to enter into the Kingdom while they are here on earth.  It is for this purpose that martyrs shed their blood.  The kingdom of heaven does not belong to the lazy or the sleeping, but to those who actively labor to achieve entry into it.

This does not give the picture of a people who are gifted salvation, but rather a people who are active participants in their own salvation.  And if we are to labor and struggle to attain the goal of entry to heaven, we need a plan.  One who builds a house and who starts by purchasing a hammer has made a start, but unless there is a plan, showing how to cut the wood, how big to make the openings for doors, where to lay the bricks of the foundation,  how to secure the roof, the house so built is doomed to fall.

Saint John Climacus gives to us such a plan for our efforts to take the kingdom by force.  His words are often very difficult as well, offering encouragement that the world would interpret as offensive.  It is not “the only” plan to open the kingdom to us.  But it remains a wonderful encouragement to all who read his words to make that plan for ourselves, and to labor to follow the plan.  And it remains a yearly encouragement for us to exert the spiritual labor and effort we expend together here in the Great Fast.  Remember the words we offered here on the Sunday of Forgiveness.  We are in this Fast together.  Our best and most important goal is to be an encouragement to one another, carrying us as a group, as a ‘family’ to the end of the Fast, so that we together may witness the Lord’s Passion and Resurrection. 

Through the prayers of Saint John Climacus, may our Lord grant to us jointly the hearts to exert such effort, and to have hearts which desire entry to His kingdom above all else!

Thursday, April 8, 2021

The Mid-Fast Shift

For those who regularly attend the full schedule of services in the Orthodox Church during the Great Fast, this past week marks a "shift" in the spirit and content of the services.  

Prior to the Sunday of the Cross, the prayers of the Divine Services were markedly focused on repentance.  In the first week we celebrated the Canon of St. Andrew, which is the hallmark of Orthodox services focused on repentance.  But beyond St. Andrew, the content of Presanctified Liturgies also shared in the focus:

Come, O faithful, let us perform the works of God in the light.  Let us behave with decency as befits the day.  Let us not make unjust accusations against our neighbors, or place a cause of stumbling in their path.  Let us lay aside all fleshly pleasures and increase the spiritual gifts of our souls.  Let us give food to those in need, drawing near to Christ and crying in repentance: 'O our God, have mercy on us!'  (Idiomelon, First Friday)

But now that focus has shifted.  It is not so much that the time for repentance has passed.  Rather, it is a subtle message that the spirit of repentance should now be so ingrained within us that we are able to accept another additional focus.  What is that focus?  It is the Cross!

Beginning with the Sunday of the Cross, the Holy Church begins to prepare us for that which lay ahead.  For those who are not new to Holy Orthodoxy, we've lived through Holy Weeks before.  We know their rigors.  We anticipate their great sorrow.  We expect to find ourselves drying our eyes inside the churches.  We remember the priest's voice cracking as he reads the Gospels of the Crucifixion, and we agonize with him, considering the gift that our Savior is even at that very moment working for us and in us.

The "preparation" that the Church offers to us is not unlike that which our Lord offered to His own Apostles.  We know how often He told them, "We are going up to Jerusalem, and the Son of Man will be delivered over to the chief priests and the teachers of the Law.  They will condemn Him to death and will hand Him over to the Gentiles to be mocked and flogged and crucified."  (Mat 20:18-19)  He explained it all to them - fully, lovingly.  And they ignored the message.  When it happened, they were unprepared for what transpired.  They were filled with fear.

Let us heed the Church's message to prepare ourselves.  If we have not yet completed our walk to repentance, let us make a good ending to that process and submit ourselves to the sacrament.  But most of all, let us commit to being witnesses at as much of our Lord's walk to Bethany, to Jerusalem, to Gethsemane, to the Sanhedrin, to Golgotha, and to the Tomb as we find ourselves physically possible to be present.  If you can spend time guarding the Tomb, this is one of the most spiritually moving tasks in which a person can engage, and we recommend it to all!

May our Lord bless us to be prepared for being near to Him in this coming Passion Week.  If we hope to be near to Him throughout all eternity, what better place to make a start?


Monday, April 5, 2021

Sunday of the Cross - Mark 8:34-9:1

The Church, in her wisdom, sets before us today the Holy Cross.  She sets it here as an encouragement – “Take comfort,” she says, “and hold to the Fast just a little longer.  You’re almost there!”

St. Nikolai Velimirovich speaks to what we should learn on this day comparing the Cross to “medicine,” for he tells us that we are all sick and need to be healed.  He says, “In our suffering and weakness, when we are sick we seek a doctor who will give us medicine.  One does not look for a doctor who dispenses sweet tasting medicine.  Everyone wants medicine that will heal, be it sweet, bitter or tasteless.  It seems that the more complicated the process of healing, the greater faith we put into the doctor treating us.”

What a thing to ponder, as we sit here this morning now fully a year after the initial quarantine, recognizing that we’re still looking for that medicine.  St. Nikolai continues in his analysis.  “Are not illnesses of the spirit more serious than illnesses of the body?  How then can medicines for the spirit not be even more bitter than those for the body?”

He offers these thoughts related to our Lord’s teaching us that we are to:

  1. Desire to come after Him
  2. Deny ourselves
  3. Take up our own cross
  4. And to follow Him.

The analogy to medicine to heal the spirit St. Nikolai relates to these four components of our Lord’s instructions to us on this day.

Most of us can immediately relate to the idea of our “desiring to come after Him.”  Each of us, I think, would say that we truly are trying on a daily basis to find our own way to live lives consistent with our Lord’s instructions and His commandments.  The single most important component of this element of today’s Gospel is that our Lord does not compel anyone to have this desire.  Just as He gave free will to Adam, who used it counter to God’s will, so He gives also to us.  We must CHOOSE to come after Him.

But what does it mean to “deny yourself”?  Adam denied himself when he fell into sin.  But his denial was of his true self, the Adam that God had created to be near to Him for eternity.  In his denial of that truth, Adam “put on” the false Adam, in short – a lie.  Our Lord’s encouragement to deny ourselves is therefore an encouragement to deny Adam’s lie which is present within each of us, and in denying this lie (denying the person we’ve become by our choice, not by God’s design), we return to the person God DID create us to be.

And what does it mean to “take up your cross”?  This is a difficult topic to discuss, for in some instances, our cross is a particular sin or failing that accompanies us through long periods of our lives.  In other instances, our cross is thrust upon us, unannounced, and immediately, we must bear it.  There are many here in our little community who have been handed crosses that they did not expect, and certainly did not desire, from issues with parents to issues with children and issues with health. 

In the category of crosses that have been thrust upon us, all of us have had to deal with the cross that is the pandemic.  We can agree or we can disagree on the issues of has it been handled properly, should we mask or not mask, should we have locked down or not, should we accept the vaccine or not, and perhaps several other salient topics.  But it has been a cross for all of us, one that we may need to carry yet for another little while. 

In terms of unexpected crosses, we have Simon of Cyrene as an example.  Recall his story from the Gospel of Saint Mark, who records, “And as they led Him out to crucify Him, then they compelled a certain man, Simon a Cyrenian, the father of Alexander and Rufus, as he was coming out of the country and passing by, to bear His cross.”  Here is poor Simon, trying to enter the city of Jerusalem, and as he comes to go in, the soldiers are escorting Jesus out.  Simon is “compelled” – essentially, conscripted by the soldiers.  “Turn about face, Simon – take this cross and go the opposite way.”  This had to be a life changing event for Simon, and his faith is evidenced by the remembrance in the scripture of his sons, Alexander and Rufus.  Simon was given not just any cross to bear, but the Cross.  We can only imagine him at Golgotha asking all, “Who is this Man?  What did He do?  Why is He being slain?”  In Simon’s carrying the Cross, he is immersed in Christianity and in hours given the grace of seeing, knowing, and witnessing the death of the Man Who has in a moment become his Lord!

Will our own taking up of our cross be like this?  No.  There are no two crosses the same.  Saint Ambrose teaches, “God does not create a cross for man.  No matter how heavy a cross a man may carry in his life, it is still just wood, made by man himself, and it always grows from the soil of his heart.” 

If we are to take up our own cross, we will do so because of our desire to come after our Lord.  But to deny ourselves and to follow where He leads us requires a yet greater commitment.  We must become disciples.  It’s a wonderful word, disciple!  From its root comes the word “discipline”.  Discipline is the condition of a disciple.  A disciple is obedient to his or her Master, and is committed to learning, absorbing all that the Master teaches.

Being a disciple carries a cost.  For the disciple it means a gradual overcoming of all that is “self” so that self is displaced, lost, replaced by that which is Greater than self so that a ‘new life’ is embedded within the disciple.  Being a dedicated disciple begins with silence and listening.  While these are required, they are not enough, for if we listen with the greatest interest, without every putting into action what we’ve learned, we’ll listen but we’ll hear nothing any more.  This was the condition of the Pharisees, whose ears perceived all the same words that the Lord’s disciples heard, but the ears of the Pharisees could not hear.  Metropolitan Anthony teaches, “God does not speak to our mind or to our heart if He does not receive allegiance and obedience from us.  God speaks once, and perhaps twice, and then He withdraws sadly until we are hungry for Him, hungry for the truth.”

What does it mean to take up our cross?  It means that we are willing to accept the medicine dispensed by God to heal our infirmities, our spiritual illnesses, regardless of that medicine’s bitterness.  Abraham accepted God’s command to sacrifice his only son Isaac.  Noah accepted God’s command to build a ship in the middle of nowhere near an ocean and to stock it with animals.  Job accepted the loss of his children, his wealth, his health, and even his friends. 

In short, God will not ask of any of us anything that He has not asked others to endure before us.  When the Lord instructs us to take up our cross, He is asking us to crucify “the old man” within us, the one who holds onto evil habits, or to cleave to the ‘things’ of this world.  He asks us as a disciple to put that old person to death, so that He, God, can recreate us in a new image.

St. Nikolai Velimirovich teaches it this way.  “The Lord did not come to reform the world, but to re-make it, to bring it to newness of life.  He is not a reformer.  He is the Creator.  He is not a ‘patcher’ but a weaver.  Anyone wanting to preserve an old, worm-riddled tree will lose it.  He can do all he can in an external way for the tree – water it, fence it around and nurture it – but the worm will eat it away within and it will rot away and fall…..  He who tries to preserve his old Adam-like soul, eaten away and rotted by sin, will lose it…  Whoever loses his old soul will save his new soul.”

Through the power of the Life-giving Cross or our Lord, may we be moved to lose the old so that the new may find salvation!

Wednesday, March 31, 2021

Sunday of St. Gregory Palamas - Mark 2:1-12

As we look at today’s Gospel reading, we can be on the lazy side and ask, “What does the account of the paralytic have to do with the Fast?”  But if we’re on the more inquisitive side, and we wish to understand how the Church, in her love for us, her children, attempts to move us and motivate us, we’ll come to embrace today’s message with the fullness it deserves.

We talk so very often about “living our faith,” but I wonder if we nearly as often stop to ponder what that expression should mean in our daily lives.  We speak often about the saying of St. Seraphim of Sarov: “Save yourself, and a thousand around you will be saved.”  We’ve mentioned the teaching of St. Nikolai Velimirovich which says, “The salvation of the soul is the only meaning of labor of man on earth.”  And we’ve spoken of the teaching of St. Theophan the Recluse which says, “Look to heaven, and measure every step of your life so that it is a step toward it.”  Three Holy Fathers, all offering advice to us that, if we are to be selfish about anything, we should indeed be selfish in attaining a place in the Kingdom of Heaven.  We need to do this for ourselves first.  And the advice is not inconsistent with what we as humans advise others to do.  Instructions given on an aircraft teach us that, if oxygen masks descend from the airplane’s ceiling, and if we are traveling with children, we should put our own masks on first.  Only then can we be of help to our children, who certainly need to depend on us, but won’t be able to do so if we ourselves are “lost”.

So we are called to live a life that is exemplary.  We don’t need to walk up to strangers on the street and ask, “Are you saved?  Can I tell you about Jesus?”  It’s far more important for that same stranger to see us offer a donation to a beggar, or to leave our own grocery cart to offer help to a senior who is having trouble loading her car, or to let a person go before us into a crowded shopping line.  In short, our actions speak volumes about who Christ is in our lives, and it speaks not on Sunday morning when we are inside the Church walls where these people will not see Christ in us, but it needs to speak on Tuesday afternoon, and Friday evening.

“OK, Father.  I’m still puzzled about the paralytic,” I hear you thinking. 

The instruction for us, especially as we consider our own walk thru the Great Fast, is to be found in the men who bring the paralytic.  St. Mark details plainly that there were four of them.  And these four had faith.  They knew that if they could place their friend before the Lord, Jesus could heal him.  They had no doubt in this.  Their dilemma was one of logistics – the crowd was so large that they couldn’t get their friend anywhere near to where they knew that the Lord was.  If they couldn’t get him in, they’d miss their opportunity.  What could they do?  “If we can’t get in from any side, let’s go from above!”

By faith they “ascended”, they lifted the rigid body of their friend to the rooftop.  And as perilous as it had to be to “open” the roof while they stood upon it, this is what they did, so that they could then lower the unfortunate friend to the presence of our Lord.

So now, what is the gem we’re attempting to mine from St. Mark?  He records, “Jesus, seeing their faith, said to the paralytic, ‘Son, you sins are forgiven.’”  HERE is the gem – Jesus SAW the faith of the four.  It was by THEIR faith that their friend received healing. 

But the faith of the four did not need to be expressed in words.  Their faith was VISIBLE.  Yes, our Lord saw it, but their faith was shown to every person who had been blocking their path to reach the Lord.  Every one there came to understand the faith of these four men, and it was known without speaking a single word!  We too, then, need to find it in our ability to modify our behavior so that Christ can speak through our actions.  We need to allow Him to be seen in what we DO – as well as what we say, and HOW we say it.

But there are more gems for us to mine in our walk toward our Lord’s Passion.  For the antithesis of the visible faith of the four men is present in the same house in the persons of the Scribes who began to judge the Lord for His proclaiming that the paralytic’s sins were forgiven.  The Just Judge perceived in the body language of these men their lack of faith, and let us opine that this was as evident in the Scribes as was faith evident in the four.

Let us consider the varied miracles described by St. Mark in this one event.  First there is our Lord’s demonstrating that He sees into the hearts of men, discerning faith when it is present in some, but also guile in others.  Next there is the forgiving of sins, healing of the soul which in turn permits the body to be freed from the disease which is binding it.  And we dare not forget the fact that our Lord heals by His word alone.

Another element we should grasp in our walk toward Holy Week is that we must come and stand in the presence of the Lord for us to attain the salvation we are seeking.  The Great Fast is a time during which we are seeking this connection to our Lord, hoping to place ourselves in His presence.  But we must approach this with patience and care.  In His mercy and love for us, the Lord always hears our prayer, but we may not “feel” His presence at times when we might have hoped to. 

Metropolitan Anthony Bloom, in Beginning to Pray speaks to this issue.  He teaches, “A meeting face to face with God is always a moment of judgment for us…. Thanks be to Him that He does not always present Himself to us when we wish to meet Him, because we might not be able to endure such a meeting.” 

The paralytic was able to greet the Lord, to be in His presence, and the Lord’s response was first forgiveness.  This indicates that the paralytic’s perspective was already one repentance.  This is the perspective we need to adopt for ourselves when we attempt to come into His presence.  We need to be humble, quiet, repentant, emptied of self so that there is room for Him within our hearts.

St. Nikolai Velimirovich says it this way.  “It is a farmer’s duty to plant and water, but it depends on God’s power, wisdom and mercy whether or not the seeds will bring forth fruit.  It is a scientist’s duty to examine and seek, but it depends on God’s power, wisdom and mercy whether or not knowledge is revealed.  It is a parent’s duty to raise and educate a child in the fear of God, but it depends on God’s power, wisdom and mercy how long the child will live.  It is a priest’s duty to teach, inform, reprimand and guide the faithful, but it depends on God’s power, wisdom and mercy whether or not his flock will bear fruit.  It is the duty of each of us to endeavor to be made worthy to stand in the presence of God the Son, but it depends on God’s power, wisdom and mercy whether or not we will be permitted near to the Lord.”

As we walk the path of the Great Fast, we eat less so that we’ll pray more so that our hearts will be moved to compassion for our fellow man and repentance for our own well being.  If the Fast is having the desired effect, our faith will become visible by our actions, and we will be living lives desiring to put ourselves in the very presence of our Lord.

Our being here today is evidence of that desire, for He is here today.  And if we have completed the walk to repentance, we have the God-given grace to approach Him such that He becomes part of us through the Holy Eucharist.

If I have a prayer this day for all of us as Orthodox Christians, it is that we together will find ourselves “as one” and returned to approach the Holy Chalice before our Lord’s Resurrection!

Tuesday, March 30, 2021

Proverbs 8:36

Sometimes within the readings for the day, a verse just leaps off the page at you, to the extent that you need to stop what you're doing and ponder what it means to your own spiritual walk.

Such is the case within today's readings, and in the title of this piece.  What is the verse?  The first part of the verse is deep enough, saying:

"But he who sins against Me wrongs his own soul;"   

God is righteous.  Anything we do that is counter to the will of God is sin.  And for many recognizing this conjures up images of an angry and vengeful God Who wants to execute judgment upon every sinner who strays.

But if that were true, then the words of the Psalmist would ring true:  "If You, O Lord, should mark iniquities, Lord, who could stand?" (Ps 130:3)  Indeed, there would be no point in attempting repentance, for such a god would show himself as one who is only ready to judge.

Thankfully, that's not at all what Scripture, but most especially the teachings of our Lord, says to us.  David's next words from the same Psalm ring with God's unbounded love for us: "But there is forgiveness with You!"  (V4) I have hope!  We ALL have hope!!!

Within the words at the start of this piece, we find that our sins, while certainly "against" God, are more pointedly acts which attack our own spiritual essence.  We serve a forgiving God, a loving God, Who "desires not the death of a sinner, but that he should turn from his ways and live." (Eze 18:23)  Indeed, God rejoices in us when we return to Him, as our Lord Himself bears witness: "I say to you that there will be more joy in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine just persons who need no repentance." (Luke 15:7) Heaven would be a joyless place indeed if it needed to wait to welcome even one of us who needed no repentance!

The second portion of the phrase from Proverbs is equally compelling.  It says, "All those who hate Me love death."  What an indictment of the world around us is contained in these words?  For the world has gone mad over rejecting faith in general, and God in particular.  The world has no need for God.  Mankind trusts in itself.  The buzz-phrase of the day is, "Follow the science!"

Neil deGrasse Tyson is a famous and highly visible (present on many science broadcasts) physicist who unabashedly attacks faith and God.  In one of his quotes he says this:  "If you don't understand something and the community of physicists don't understand it, that means God did it?  Is that how you want to play this game?  If that's how you want to invoke your evidence for God, then God is an ever-receding pocket of scientific ignorance that's getting smaller and smaller and smaller as time moves on."  The arrogance of his words uses an argument tool that implies that because one can explain somthing it means that he or she is the "master" of the topic or issue.  It's a clever method used when attempting to disarm an opponent.  However, the tool is dispelled like a wisp of smoke when one applies even a modicum of thought to the issue.  The fact that a "scientist" can explain an observed behavior of creation is offered as a defense that they themselves have equaled the level of the Creator.  It is akin to saying, "You believe in God because He said, 'Let there be light, and there was light.'  But I can make light, too.  Here's my flashlight, and I understand everything there is to know about the light bulb, the battery, and the switch.  I have equaled your 'god'."

Dear scientist/physicist/intellectual:  Go into the quiet of your laboratory and using no portion of the Creation that surrounds you that is already His, create from nothingness the photon that constitutes the light.  I'm not asking to recreate the cosmos, nor even to fashion something alive.  Just one photon, please.  That flashlight?  It produces about four billion billions of photons (that's a quintillion) - every second.  Please, show me just ONE that is created by your "wisdom".

You see, those who deny God's presence, His very existence, don't need to say that they "hate" Him.  The message is clear within their words - and their attitudes.  

Denying God is the spiritual equivalent of denying eternal life.  This means eternal death.  And in the denial of God, that is the "hope" that such perspectives are embracing.  The world's hope is hopelessness.  "Has God not made foolish the wisdom of this world?  ... But we preach Christ crucified, to the Jews a stumbling block and to the Greeks, foolishness, but to those who are called, both Jews and Greeks, Christ the poewr of God and the wisdom of God.  Because the foolishness of God is wiser than men, and the weakness of God is stronger than men." (1Cor 1:20-25)

As we walk the path toward our Lord's Passion, as we ponder our own fallenness, our need for repentance, and His unlimited love for us through His forgiveness of all we confess, let us be moved to greater prayer for a world that seems to be rushing away from Him, rushing toward nothingness, like the swine released from poor Legion (Mark 5:1-13).  Let us change what He has given us the grace to be able to change - ourselves.  And in that change, perhaps the world around us will be able to find His image in what we, in our imperfection, can manage to reflect of Him.  And perhaps those who deny Him may come to accept and desire Him by what they find in us!